MY Life Turns Hell.

I, for one, prefer to eat not outside
 if I do I get uneasy in all sides
 my heart does not accept
so does the mind
 my tongue pulls in
 if it sees food in restaurants
  my tummy spins and cuddles
 I regurgitate and feel dizzy
 am I forced to eat
 I become uncomfortable
 that goes on for days
 my life turns hell.