Be In Two Minds.

I am in two minds
 as I could find
 no decision  whatsoever
 I have made over
 every time I stand-up
I falter and gather up
 could be my inability
 could also be the instability
 both of the mind and body
I refer these to nobody
as I pull away from  share
 I will not at any time dare
stay put with me in close
 a  divulge would interrupt the flow
 so I am within me  all the more
that be the weakness at the door

 how would  I decide?
 by a choice   not from the outside
 go by the experience of mine
 hope my resolution would shine.