Fear Kills

Fear kills one they say
 it literally killed me
 I was in the verge of a break down
 could not cope up for a time
 a brave person I thought of myself
 this time I failed in my look up
 I was a dead person walking here and there
 my mind was never at rest
 where did my confidence go?
 what happened to my self?
 A  slight deviation caused a havoc
 I bore it with tears
 making everyone around me sad